Why do I have more emotions than others?
Why am I so sensitive?
Why am I asking you these questions?
Inside is having a conflict with Outside again.
Outside: Thanks ah, now you're giving him problems.
Inside: No problem.
Outside: Don't you ever think?
Inside: It's not my fault.
Outside: It's YOUR fault dammit. Why must you do this to him?
Inside: Well it's my job to love anyway. I can love whoever I want.
Outside: And you're giving people the wrong impression of him. Now he's thinking that he's being useless because he can't do anything to try and make up for all his mistakes.
Inside: Well it's his fault.
Outside: WHAT? Hey, it's YOUR fault that you made him love her. Now he's thinking that he's thinking negatively all the time, blaming himself for not being such a good company.
Inside: Like I said, my job is to love. And there's no way i'm going to change it.
Outside: Don't you ever think about others?
Inside: Like?
Outside: Him, DUH!
Inside: Let him be.
Outside: What the hell? You started this whole thing. If you hadn't changed I bet he would be happier being his old self.
Inside: His old self? Please, 4 years has passed. Chances of him meeting her is very slim. Besides, it's time to move on.
Outside: So what? It's better than his present state now. Now, pretending to be happy outside, but he's just actually very depressed.
Inside: ...
Outside: Loving the wrong person, making him fall for the wrong person. Is that what you always do?
Inside: It's my job...
Outside: It's YOUR job and YOUR responsibility to make him fall for the right person and not create him problems. You can't just anyhow pick any random girl you see and start liking her.
Inside: He'll get over it soon.
Outside: Have you ever thought of him for once?
Inside: I don't.
Outside: Then who will?
Inside: Who is there to care for him? His friends doesn't seem to help much.
Outside: Hey! It's good that he has friends to care for him.Why are you being so cruel to him?
Inside: I can love anyone I like. That's me anyway.
Outside: You better change him back to his old self. If not better.
Inside: I'll see about it.
Outside: You better! It's not making me feel any good anyway.
Inside: Since when were you selfish?
Outside: What? What are you saying?
Inside: I thought you always cared for him.
Outside: Hey, I have my rights too okay!
Inside: So in the end who will care about him?
Outside: Don't try to play with me you!
It goes on...
It's a neverending conflict.
10:06 PM